i almost forgot about this. hmmm.... well my annual entry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. yes indeed. this year, is my sweet sixteen! yay! Its been a good birthday. I got presents, though not the best presents I could ask for but I'm not complaining. But there is one thing that is the best thing that ever happened to me. Shoshana threw me a party.  A sleepover party without the actual sleeping over. It was teh fantastic-ist thing ever! People that went: Shoshana, me, Angela, Tina, Aviva, Rebecca, Laura and Sarah. Each of them made a page and we put together a scrapbook that I demand to be buried with. So yeah. That was really happy. I had so much fun. We made cookies, and watched clueless. So yeah, YAY!

i guess i shall also take time to vent my feeling of the moment- incompetence. I  dun noe why i keep on feeling this way. i really dun like this feeling. Its just that everyone, EVERYONE has someting they are good at, something they are passionate about, or all of the above. everyone except for me that is. I mean even people who are not good people (i.e bitches, assholes : D) I dun lik myself and personally i wouldn't want to  be me if i had a choice. and watsmore, I hate myself for feeling this way on my birthday!

but watever, i have tons of shit to do. such as failing AP EURO. (which I have def mastered teh art of...)  

HAPPY SPRING BREAK EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

through my thinking, i decided dat breaks are just a gi-normous disappointement. datz right. because weeks before the snow stopped i start looking forward to spring break, how great it would be, sunny, temp in da 60s, sleeping late, getting up late, so much closer to summer, school free, relaxing days. right now i truly experience the meaning of bullsh*ting and lieing to myself. for spring break, i have a piano thing on the 24th which means two hours of practice everyday, I'm sick as a puppy, ela-research and worksheets dat require MUCHO thinking, S.S- 10000000000 definitions to do in a packet thicker than my exit project (lmbo!) and science- ohh study this packet, ur state exam is a week and a half away from the day u come back. thx. its lik i can read and do worksheets myself, wth are teachers here for, ren't u suppose to TEACH me or REVIEW with me these stuff and not just send me home iwht 10 gazillion assignments. GOSH, people these days.

sorry to take it out on u guys, just felt da need to express myself and share my thoughts.

I wish there were more hours in a day....

I wish there were more days before the s.s. exite project is due...

sorry for not updating guyz...

first off, hope everyone had a Lverlayy valentines day... i enjoyed mine.

not much has happened lately except that winterbreak is ending..... sniffless....BUT a LOTTT is heading my way, i think from lik now till the week of st.patrick's day is goin be hard to breath! wish me luck guyss!! i'll definitly need it with everything i have on my plato. lol. well datz it for now, leave lots of proppz?

u noe u <333333 me,

sped-a-licious